Mental health, Spirituality and other Life Subjects

  I was just thinking, "is everybody not liking me all the time, or am I not liking everybody all the time?" This thought came from the realization that I don't like/love anybody in my life all the time or fully. How can this be so? Can people relate to this? I think most of the world might relate to this to be honest. This is wrong ego, this is wrong personality, this is wrong beliefs, intentions, thoughts, words, deeds, feelings or desires.  Some people grow up in violent situations. There is violence in people's upbringings, violence in school, violence in society. I think this has led many people to be violent, and society has convinced us that the solution to this is jail/prison. Jail/prison as it is is not a solution, it is a crime against humanity. Even if there were no threat of violence/abuse from other prisoners, being in a jail cell for days on end, or for any amount of time, is tortuous. It is counterproductive to punish people in ANY way. People may need ...

For a long time in my life, and even sometimes recently, I have felt so much pain and guilt, fear, anger, hatred about things I did or that others did. This world is way off because genuine love is missing so much from our lives, because of the hurt that we or others are carrying.  True repentance, which is what true religion/spirituality points to, is about forgiveness, and healing our trauma. Some people think it has to take a lifetime, but it really can be much sooner when we commit to healing ourselves, and doing our best to love everyone, and ourselves. Praying for you dear reader to feel better as soon a s possible, in God's way ❤️